I have a confession to make
There’s something I’ve been meaning to discuss for some time. Most of you will stop following me I’m sure, and you might think that I’m insane. Perhaps you’re right.
I’m clairvoyant. Yes you read that correctly. Not in the way that I can solve murders or tell the future. Have you ever seen the movie The Gift? Well, it’s kind of like that, but again, it has nothing to do with murders.
And before you start, no it’s not déjà vu. I considered that, and have dismissed it.
Here’s how it works. I have dreams, or sometimes I will get flashes. I know how this sounds. For instance, once I had a vision that there was a Christmas tree, and in the vision were some familiar faces. The Christmas tree fell down and everyone was aghast at having witnessed it happen. I chalked it up to a daydream, smiled and went about my day.
Months later I’m at a New Year’s Eve party and at the front of the house is a Christmas tree. As the night progressed and I had too many cups of rum egg-nog I knocked over the tree. As I witnessed everyone’s reactions I recognized the scene as the vision that I had months before.
That’s only one simple example. I’ve had dreams of friends who were having troubles in their relationships, specific episodes, that I learned later to have actually transpired.
Over a year ago I read a fantastic book called Many Lives, Many Masters. I’m a skeptic. My friends will tell you that I am as cynical as one person can come. I see the negative side of everything. So it’s strange to people who know me that I’m often drawn to spiritual connectedness. It’s something that has always intrigued me but that I continue to keep at arms length because I think it’s hog-wash.
My whole life I have always been an excellent judge of character. I can tell who is bullshitting from a mile away. Bullshitters are always weary of me when we meet because they can sense that I already have their number. It’s something that has always come easy to me, and I have even accurately identified violent people, or people who I knew had less than altruistic motives. Again, not murderers.
Anyway, that’s a side note. In the past year I’ve had many visions and dreams that have come true later. I spoke with a colleague of mine who keeps this amazing blog about spirituality and she assured me that I am not crazy and that if I am open to it, I will experience more of these episodes.
So I’ve left myself open to this evolutionary process. Perhaps I’m tapping into a part of my brain that we all have access to.
Regardless, I felt it was important to come out of the closet and tell you that I know what you look like naked.